What is a challenge you never want to face?

Last Updated: 02.07.2025 07:44

What is a challenge you never want to face?

Happier, better and free is all I wanna be.

Medications that would put me to sleep and activate the dull me, the injections, the pain I accepted and got used to.

Sounds, loud music, banging doors, a ringing moblie phone, the early mornings I had to stuff my ears with earbuds because I couldn't bear the chirpings.

Why am I losing interest to get a job and to all my desires because of this spiritual awakening? How do I get through life because of it?

Sleepless nights, constantly changing positions, sleepy days, stuck to the bed, the urge to hide,

Consistent doctor visits, heavy meds and for the span of over a year,

Anything but a bad me

Why are people so terrified or bothered that a person has original creative ideas, hobbies or unique interests?

This time, when it finally goes, I never ever want to see it's face. I don't want to see faces of sympathy around me.